612 Interlude (a poem by Darrell Herbert)
All in all I'm all alone
You crossed the lines at my crossroads
I'll be gone before you go
It hurts, to know you don't know what you heard
How do you know your self-worth when you settle for less than you deserve?
Far from my dying day, and these are my trying days, but nowadays everyday is a lying day
What are you saying for me?
Have you been praying for me?
Doing too much
Not doing enough, not doing enough
And all of these other girls are crazy, and I hate the fact that you love to hate me
Akinyele, you're not in the telly, and I'm about to stay alive or die like Makaveli
I hate how things like this goes
I'll expect a yes, and receive a no from you
I've proven that I don't have the proof to expose the truth
Never would I leave your side
Never would I leave the ride before I die
Still need you beside me while we're in the sky, still need you by my side
Never would I leave your soul before love dies
For my wrongs I have just begun
Fake people think they got the realist flow
Little did they know that's all they know
I'll return after the snow
I'll be gone before you go
Slow, slow, letting go of what you hold
Now you're free to go with the flow
I need to know, which way do we go?
Oh, my old thing, my old ting was a cattie,
They send for me, but they never try to relax me
People I used to have love for keep trying to pull one over on me
Lord is my savior, they only want to reap the fruits of my labor
Old bitches with new flavors, so fuck these haters and fuck a favor
I can see right through you, look me in the eye
My replacement girl left me right around the time my main girl committed suicide
Taking shot because the charges drop
Too spacious, off amazement, I've been on hiatus
Rest in peace to all the emotions I have wasted, I need the info, not information
I grew up feeling isolated, so isolated I renovated my decision to be alienation
Just ask Satan, or my lost patience
Crazy, crazy, crazy wave, say a prayer for me without a praise
612 interlude, are they trying to kill me, who knew?
They're trying to kill me through you, through you, who knew?
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